& I swear I don't feel as much as it now. ;x
I don't really want to lose the feeling thoughhh ~
Will feel so empty without it, -sigh.
But yeah, it also doesn't mean i feels good with it -.- ;
make me feel so depressed, but yet, still, grr, idw to lose it.
i hate it, i hate it, i hate it. =________________=||
Why must my life be like this?
I wanna smile too, i wanna be a person without such a worry too.
If you hadn't do anything, but you know, i don't feel right blaming you ~
I actually think i'm disgusting for saying all these ;laughs.
Doesn't feel right feeling this way, x;