itou_airi (itou_airi) wrote,

I should have keep Msn chat history ._. ! Dammit.

& I swear  I don't feel as much as it now. ;x
I don't really want to lose the feeling thoughhh ~

Will feel so empty without it, -sigh.
But yeah, it also doesn't mean i feels good with it -.- ;
make me feel so depressed, but yet, still, grr, idw to lose it.

Dammit. x;
i hate it, i hate it, i hate it.  =________________=||

Why must my life be like this? 
I wanna smile too, i wanna be a person without such a worry too.
If you hadn't do anything, but you know, i don't feel right blaming you ~ 

I actually think i'm disgusting for saying all these ;laughs.
Doesn't feel right feeling this way, x;

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    Trying to just enjoy myself ~

  • Ittai yo.~

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