but i just couldn't do it.
My feelings are kind of fading.
shouldn't i be happy?
but instead, i am not happy.
i don't want lose it.
and people. I'm sorry that I'm totally not a good person.
i hurt you all. :(
You all may forgive,but the guilt inside of my heart will always be there.
I'm sorry if i screamed or shouted at you.
I was just in a bad mood or pissed max that i have to shout.
I'm sorry if i cry.
making people worried, :/
I'm sorry if i said i don't tell people my secrets and you got hurt aw that.
sometimes i said that but i still tell.
Well, I'm also sorry for not being a happy smiling person.
I'm a person who cannot easily forget things.
not one who will give up on it.
Not that i have changed.
this is always me.